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Song Lyrics, Part II-

Here's the next installment: Real Dreams, Stuck In My Head, Ride The Wave, Guiltless, and No More Jealous Girlfriends. More to come!

Real Dreams

Outside showing pieces crafted from the art
Inside glowing red eyes focused on the dark
Clouds obscuring what everyone else seems to see
Secretly wishing that somewhere deep inside that's me

Chorus:
Have you ever had a dream
That felt so real
Colors bleeding through the thoughts
That you conceal
Where all sin is trimmed in gold
And flowers fill the skies
Pictures painted through the light
Of someone else's eyes

Disconnected, can't believe it's the same world
Mind's infected perception leading to betrayal
Sleep stained pillows harboring senseless regret
Circular thoughts flow, keep friends at bay and hopes in check

CHORUS

Stuck In My Head

Existing at extremes
Fists clenched through every dream
Sleep incased in black mascara on the
Back of the wand I used to charm myself
To believe that you liked me

Honest words fall from the sides
Of monsters running, flying high
Not knowing what is real
In the end there is no end to anything
Save for hopes and dreams
Starved senseless from the
Cold of you and me, not from the
Boldness of my actions or these screams

Chorus:
Stuck in my head
Thoughts racing constantly
I can't get out of here
Stuck in my head
Behind my eyeballs
These words never disappear

Too scared to try
Just let these things slip by
Running faster from the grief
That bubbles underneath
All the things I hide from everyday
In the hope as time goes by they'll go away.

Finding comfort in the chains
The expected starts to wane
Weakens in the knees
While madness starts to breed
From the hole that used to house my heart
Contemplating now exactly how to start
To love again and not again

CHORUS

Pressure building in this empty space
With each attempted escape
In definitions drowning everyday
5,000 tries lost, what a shame.

CHORUS

Stuck in my head

Ride The Wave

I'm so happy, you know it's hard to say
Just what happened, I guess it's meant to be this way
I'm so lucky, I know that you are too
For every different reason, right in front of you

Chorus:
Just sit back and ride the wave
Everything is gonna be ok

I'm so lonely, every single day
But just when I thought, it always had to be this way
You came along, and brightened up my stride
Your brightness burned, and burned away my pride

CHORUS

I'm so angry, I want to hurt myself
Drunk and stupid, and needing so much help
And just when I thought, I'd never be the same
Then it happened, my life turned around again

CHORUS

Guiltless

Focused on the floor, I relived my entire life
Running from the thoughts of my own worthlessness
Hiding from the sound of the voice running through my head
Living on the doubts and the projectedness

Thinking all the time that I was getting better
Maybe if only I was getting old
Such a waste of time all this idiot banter
But I guess I'm learning my version of bold

Pack all your stuff and get in the car, let's go for a ride
Skies are wide open, time for a change, time to say goodbye.

Caring way too much about what other people think
Since when did I care about such a thing?
You can fuck yourselves is what I have to say about
That and all kinds of other things.

Sick of feeling lost and alone in a small room
Tired of the guilt that comes from within
Time to tell them off with my new found aggression
I'll forgive myself when I start to blame them

Pack all your stuff and get in the car, let's go for a ride
Skies are wide open, time for a change, time to say goodbye.

No More Jealous Girlfriends

I'll take the high road
And you take the low
We'll meet somewhere in the middle
If you choose to go

And if this makes you happy
I'll politely shy away
But know I'm really angry
Cause I want you to stay

And I don't understand
Why I have to lose my friend
Third times a charm
Gonna tatoo my arm:

"If your girlfriend might be threatened
Don't bother talking to me."
Cause I can't stand one more friendship
Ending cause of jealousy